Sorry it has been so long since I posted...there is A LOT going on right now that we are not ready to talk about...but, the thoughts below, however brief...really sum up where I am right now!
I think my greatest fear in any given situation is the fear that I will screw it up...that somehow, in spite of asking God for His will...and praying continually for doors to open and close according to His plan...that I will manage to veer off course or make a terrible choice, or walk into a trap. Do I really think I am that big? Or that my God is that small? I think I need to spend some real time praying about this and searching God's word for His promises...because, deep down, I know this kind of thinking does not line up with my faith. I can trust Him...and He is big enough...
More to come, hopefully soon...but, plenty to ponder right there...
Jeanene,
ReplyDeleteI 100% understand how you feel because I sometimes find myself fearful I will make a bad choice somehow and ruin my life. But when I start to feel that way I just remember that I need to pray and ask God to guide me. Lead me the way HE wants. Because what He wants is the best, better than what our limited human minds can even imagine.