Sorry it has been so long since I posted...there is A LOT going on right now that we are not ready to talk about...but, the thoughts below, however brief...really sum up where I am right now!
I think my greatest fear in any given situation is the fear that I will screw it up...that somehow, in spite of asking God for His will...and praying continually for doors to open and close according to His plan...that I will manage to veer off course or make a terrible choice, or walk into a trap. Do I really think I am that big? Or that my God is that small? I think I need to spend some real time praying about this and searching God's word for His promises...because, deep down, I know this kind of thinking does not line up with my faith. I can trust Him...and He is big enough...
More to come, hopefully soon...but, plenty to ponder right there...
